just an act

it was just an act
but i felt it was real
it was fake
yet i believed it was true
when will we stop pretending
when will be true
to ourselves
 to each other
when will i stop wondering
if what your doing
and what you're showing
is what you really feel
tell me when
will these gray clouds
these strong winds go away..

confused with emotions

i am confused..
you always makes my world upside down..
and when i'm already acquianted with it..
you turn it upside down again..
you say things..
you tell me things..
but at the end of the day..
you take it back..
you make me confused
feelings become bizarre..
things upside down..
world turned around..
why can't you just say..
the truth..
what really matters..maybe then..just maybe..
bizarre feelings while go away..