years has passed..what have i learned? did i learn to move on? did i learn to hold on to things that matters till you can? questions..did i ever answer them?
four years and counting..has my heart learned how to forget? and did i ever learn how to forget? it like my chain has just expanded.. i thought i was free.. but then realized that the chain was still there preventing me from going too far..preventing me to forget..
i didn't know i have not moved till just recently..i know..i'm stupid..i've messed up..so what? do you care? did you ever notice me like you did before? before things turn out the way i never wanted..or is it that you glance and then pass me by? does i mean a thing to you now?
HOW I WISH THINGS ARE MUCH MUCH MORE DIFFERENT THAN IT IS NOW..i feel lost..i feel sad..but i wouldn't tell you..i wouldn't let you know that the cause of that sadness is you..why would i? its like mocking myself using my own words..
i guess i've done enough to show you signs..but just like then you were so ignorant..so blind with what's so close that you always look far beyond..
if you ever read this message or rather this..(which i know you will)will you please consider me for a moment? will you please tell me it's over and wake me up from this? slap me if you must..just take me out if this..
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